I dyed my hair. Very impulsive move. I've been convinced that I'd never stray from the red again but I did it.
I guess something just needed to change. I feel like nothing is going to for a few months and I'm anxious. And in all honesty, plenty is going to change. I can't even begin listing all the things, starting even next week, that are changing in my life.
So maybe I'm not anxious and I just want a little control. I'm scared.
I grip the wheel so, so tight.
I've got a need to have everything in order. I need a general idea of what I'm doing today, tomorrow, next week, next year. And when I think I've got everything all figured out, life just happens and nothing goes as planned. Today I was in a car and the truck in front of our car got smashed into by a car running a red light. Thankfully the car just smashed into the bed of the truck and seemed to hit it at an angle so there was minimal damage to it but the bed of the truck was pretty badly dented in. And I just thanked God right on the spot that that wasn't our car. Had that been us, the car wouldn't have had a truck bed to run into.
It would've ran into me. Me, sitting in the back seat, trying to plan my day second by second.
It's rather ironic when you think about it..
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1 comment:
Hey Girly!
1. I like your new hair. I liked your old hair too. I will like your next hair as well.
2. I think it's very cool that God has revealed this to you at such a young age. I know women MUCH OLDER who struggle with this, and just don't get it.
God IS a God of organization and planning. But, He was also teaching those crabby Israelites to be flexible out there in the desert. They were FOREVER jerking up those tent spikes and moving out.
I think the trick is to do what you can at your end, and be willing to switch when He shows you a different way.
I say that with the FULL realization, that it's not easy!
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