Yeah I struggle with my weight.
Being told you're beautiful doesn't make you beautiful.
And "beautiful" doesn't mean thin.
Yeah I struggle with love.
Saying you love everyone doesn't make you love everyone.
It just might make you a liar.
Yeah I struggle with myself.
I wrestle my flesh to the ground only to see it creep back up again.
Yeah I die to myself daily, but I just don't die enough.
Some things you get used to, some things never get easy.
all of these impossible situations in my life
none of them are impossible with God.
Luke 1:37
For nothing will be impossible with God.
Phillipians 4:13
I can do all things through Christ which strengthens me.
Matthew 19:26
But Jesus beheld them, and said unto them, With men this is impossible; but with God all things are possible
Here's a little math problem for you all:
If you have 2343 impossible situations
and all of them are possible with God
how many are left that are impossible?
None.
8 comments:
This probably doesn't help, but you are a beautiful girl, inside and out. Not sure if you know this, but I love you. I've been thinking about you lately, and have realized recently how much Jesus has shown, taught, me through you. Just wanted to say thank you for being that vessel.
Thank you.. but who are you?
A distant person from the past, who still enjoys reading your writings. Don't worry about it. Just remember you're loved. Praise God for helping me through you.
I need to know!!!!!!!
Actually, you don't. If it would make you feel better; think of all the people who were once in your life but are not anymore, of all of them, whom you'd most like me to be, pretend I'm that person. Or if that doesn't work for you, we can play a game. Ask me any yes or no question and I'll answer until you figure it out.
How old are you?
I said yes or no questions.
How can I make you realize that you really are beautiful? From your skin to what you have shown me on your inside.
Lets pretend that were not friends. That I dont know you and you dont know me. That my opionon is un-biased towards your looks. The first day I met you outside Mrs. Zarate's room in upstairs C-Pod with you, me, Derek and Lynn. For some reason I make this connection that all really good looking, beautiful, attractive people are mean and nasty. I thought that you were gona be that way when I first saw you. So far you have prooved me wrong each and every day.
One day last year you and me were talkin outside our fourth hour's. You had to go to your class so we said our goodbye's and you ment off. My teacher hadnt come yet so my class was still waiting outside the door. As you were walking away this kid comes up to me and says "damn guy you hittin that!?" I said "Oh no were just friends."
then he started going on about how "hot" you are. Another un-biased opinion. Lynette! Dear you are completely and inrefrutibly attractive! And yes your right beautiful doesnt mean thin. But being thin doesnt make you beautiful. Crack whores are thin. When was the last time you heard "WOW look at that crack whore! She is FINE!" You never hear that!
Lynette. Look at me. *points to his eyes*. You are a great person. You have yet to do me truly wrong. You need to let go of your past. I know thats not easy but its holding you back. Or at least it will. You might have been the meanest most horrible person back then. But right now. In the present. You are a great person. One of my best friends. You are a lesson to be learned. Someone that people can learn something from.
You are DEFINATELY going places when you graduate. You will be succesfull. I can feel it. My gut feelings are usually right. God is gona take you places. Africa and beyond.
I believe in you.
"Can all your worries add a single moment in your life? And if worry can't accomplish a little thing like that, what's the use of worrying over bigger things?" Luke 12 25-26
I think that you already know all of this. But you are having trouble recognizing it. Sometimes peolple need their friends to remind them that they are better then what they think. In everyway.
And if you didnt know this you do now!
I hope that one day if you are having a bad day that you will look back on this and smile.
I love you! The day I stop loving you is the day time it self stops.
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